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"__"SALAM...tetiba rase nak blogging la pulak*cause lepas ni takde nak blogging2 dah(sebab i'm gonna be stuck @that freaking place a.k.a sepintar)~SIGH~tambahan pula...tahun depan kan [SPM]..JENG3X HAHA!!..tetiba kan tengah BIOL skang ni sebab baru lepas bace biology*(haha..get it?? biol~biol-logy??funny right) and then aku tetiba ingat kat falihah(YESS YOUU!FALIHAH!!)*mesti dia bangga>,dulu time kitaorang kecik(form 123*kecik la sgt)..time tu dia obsessed sangat dengan HLOVATE tau..pastu dia pun pasang cita2 nak jadi doktor(FIFI pon same,dia nak jadi doktor org bersalin*cehh.tgk darah pon xbleh)and then aku pulak..ntah la..kejap nak jadi doktor laa..astronomist la..tak suka pikir la..pastu we took our PMR exams..fifi,falie and i got 8A's ...tak lama lepas tu..baru aku sedar...yg PMR TU..IS NOTHING REALLY..well maybe it's something..a friend of mine said "UPSR IS NOTHING,PMR IS SOMETHING,SPM IS EVERYTHING'~joana nor rashidah~*mesti ko bangge en aku quote kau dlm blog ni??;P..anyway..saya rasa..pmr tak menentukan masa hadapan...maybe it can get you to a better school(like in my case)..tapi..err..how can i get to my point???my point is that..your life won't always turn out the way you pictured it..like you(falihah)..cita2 ko nak amek bio..ko sibuk cerita kat aku pasal bio*yg kakak ko blaja(human digestive system la segala bolus ,duodenum laa..enzymes la..)tapy last amek account...out of us all..me and dieja je yg amek bio..tapi rasa macam missing out plak(tmbh2 aku dah pindah skolah)mula2..macam tak boleh nak face reality(homesick ,meltdown sekali)pastu bila pikir balik...manusia hanya boleh plan ..tapi Allah yang menentukan(walaupun dulu*tyme f3..i picture us studying bio together..jadi doctor sama2)..i learnt that once you made a decision you have to stick to it till the end..like a man!!*err or a woman!!this whole year changed me*tak banyak sikit,tak sikit banyak...dari segi kematangan,the way i see things,my goals..i tend to look further..well takdelh sampai beranak pinak bercucu cicit..tapi matang la pokoknya..AKU DAH MATANG,kind of...i'm still the quirky,dorky,inscure, a bit pemalas,suka gaduh maryam nadhirah..but now i realised yang aku dah besar..and  i have a responsibility..huh that sucks..growing up..but its just something you have to do like it or not..aku pon rasa aku dah membebel panjang da ni..biarq pi lah!(mne ade org bce pon)*bagos gak;D~MAIN POINT I MISS U GUYS FIFI,FALIHAH,MJ,DIEJA,WANA,PIQA,WAWA..AND THE LIST GOES ON..I MISS MY SAMTTAJ FRIENDS,I EVEN MISS JAGUAR!!